I thought life would begin, instead life escaped.
I am a soulless zombie walking through life in a trance.
The urge to cry is strong that all other amotions are gone.
The pain is so deep I can hardly breath.
There is a gaping hole that replaces my soul was.
Time can only mend this emptiness and pain.
Within an hour my life was change forever.
My son is gone and suddenly life is boring and meaningless.
I fear you will laugh.
People question my pain and throw it back in my face.
"It is okey, life will go on"
No one know my tru pain.
No one really wents to help.
All the went is to fell better about
themselves by "helping" me.
Don't tell me that you care!
Your actions show otherwise.
Don't tell me that you understand!
All you show is confusion and disappoinment.
My heart weeps so furiosly that my hand shakes uncontrollably.
Can no one help stop the pain and bring the tears to an end?
will no one help mefind my life and bring it back ?
I am to weak to go on this voyage alone.
I am to stubborn to breakdown and ask for help .
They are to selfish to see and to heartless to try.
Does your life have more value then mine ?
Do you think I am not worth your time ?
Do you think your opinion realy matters?
I thought life would begin, instead life escaped!
